Can we just expand and not abandon us?
been going on,
back and forth between us.
Stretched too far.
There was a time when I dug you so deeply…
Into a ditch,
yeah you prob’ly felt buried.
And that’s my bad.
But also my good.
That’s my balance
has pushed me through a veil to see
That what I called “love”
was just all that i was capable of.
Wasn’t unconditional but never knew
that’s what Love means.
Didn’t have acceptance
and couldn’t tolerate the distance
That was growing ever wider
from perspectives bein different.
And we didn’t want the same things.
Didn’t know tensions were raging
Below the surface,
all of this,
the same context for us to manifest a lesson.
But when you take it personally
it’s hard to feel the blessings.
Yeah and the healing was destined for us.
Required a separation.
Required individual to step up and through the darkest haze to see
…We were cycling through a daydream
That never resulted favorably.
So now I’m cycling into the sunset
Preparing for the ride into the sunrise.
To be born new.
Be born hopeful.
Ready to stay True
Without the crutch of someone else.
Ready to shake the cobwebs
and become my Higher Self that I’ve been glimpsing.
Turns out support and reliance mean different things.
I am not weak, by any means.